He Knows My Name

I have a Maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in his hands

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
and He hears me when I call
I have a Father
He calls me His own
He will never leave me
No matter where I go

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
and He hears me when I call

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He knows me, He knows my name
He knows me personally, privately
Though sometimes it really is hard for me to acknowledge His precense since I feel but can't see,
I know that He know that I wholeheartedly am giving my everything to Him..

I often thought that I'm strong enough to handle everything on my own
I always do everything wholeheartedly, thinks that if I do so, then everything will be just fine
But apparently, I am neglecting one precious thing
Which is : surrender in Him, all in all..

Now, I want to learn to do it..
To always lean on my everything to Him..
It surely hard at the beginning, but then, by doing it, I am letting Him to fully control my life..
I do have hopes, wishes..
I want to learn to let Him and Him alone who knows all my hopes & wishes..

"Hear me, O Lord.. Hold my hands, hear my prayer, count my tears.. For without You I am nothing"

When Life Got More Than Just Fun Things

In other words, life has its own version of "life" itself.
Life will be such a great ride for us when we only have to deal with jolly moments.
But when we need to give bigger heart to face a more complicated thing, will we just go and run away?
So then who will we become?
A human being, that's for sure.
But we might want to add "quitter" as well.
I actually have no idea on whether these fits me so much, or fits the other person.
Anyhow, I just felt that, before deciding to leave something (or someone) behind, we should really put ourselves in other's place.
Try to put ourselves in their "shoes".
By doing so, we will see the other view of the matters.
By capturing something wider, we will be able to be that much stronger to really fight for something (or someone).
It is absolutely not an easy thing to do when we have to deal with so many challenging things in life..
But leaving it just like that is absolutely not the better option to do.
Whatever problem it may be.
There's nothing called "wasting time".
Even if you fail in solving it, it will then be anything but "wasting time".
You are just finding ways that are apparently not working..
You will then be able to say : "I've done my best to deal with it, but it's just un-solve-able".
It is way much better than saying : "I leave it just like that. Why should I care anyway?"..
Out of 100%, the chance of it to be succeed is just 1%.
Means, it's not an impossible thing to do.
Instead of thinking of the possibility for it to be failed, why not think of what would happens if it succeed?
What if that 1% is actually happens?
When life got more than just fun things..
Then you will have to give everything to face it.
With heart.
With every piece of heart you got.